Psalm 35
1 Fight those who fight me, O Lord;
attack those who are attacking me.
2 Take up shield and armor
and rise up to help me.
3 Draw the sword and bar the way against those who pursue
me;
say to my soul, "I am your salvation."
4 Let those who seek after my life be shamed and humbled;
let those who plot my ruin fall back and be dismayed.
5 Let them be like chaff before the wind,
and let the angel of the Lord drive them away.
6 Let their way be dark and slippery,
and let the angel of the Lord pursue them.
7 For they have secretly spread a net for me without a
cause;
without a cause they have dug a pit to take me alive.
8 Let ruin come upon them unawares;
let them be caught in the net they hid;
let them fall into the pit they dug.
9 Then I will be joyful in the Lord;
I will glory in his victory.
10 My very bones will say, "Lord, who is like you?
You deliver the poor from those who are too strong for them,
the poor and needy from those who rob them."
11 Malicious witnesses rise up against me;
they charge me with matters I know nothing about.
12 They pay me evil in exchange for good;
my soul is full of despair.
13 But when they were sick I dressed in sack-cloth
and humbled myself by fasting.
14 I prayed with my whole heart,
as one would for a friend or a brother;
I behaved like one who mourns for his mother,
bowed down and grieving.
15 But when I stumbled, they were glad and gathered
together;
they gathered against me;
strangers whom I did not know tore me to pieces and would
not stop.
16 They put me to the test and mocked me;
they gnashed at me with their teeth.
17 O Lord, how long will you look on?
rescue me from the roaring beasts,
and my life from the young lions.
18 I will give you thanks in the great congregation;
I will praise you in the mighty throng.
19 Do not let my treacherous foes rejoice over me,
nor let those who hate me without a cause wink at each
other.
20 For they do not plan for peace,
but invent deceitful schemes against the quiet in the land.
21 They opened their mouths at me and said,
"Aha! we saw it with our own eyes."
22 You saw it, O Lord ; do not be silent;
O Lord, be not far from me.
23 Awake, arise, to my cause!
to my defense, my God and my Lord !
24 Give me justice, O Lord my God,
according to your righteousness;
do not let them triumph over me.
25 Do not let them say in their hearts,
"Aha! just what we want!"
Do not let them say, "We have swallowed him up."
26 Let all who rejoice at my ruin be ashamed and disgraced;
let those who boast against me be clothed with dismay and
shame.
27 Let those who favor my cause sing out with joy and be
glad;
let them say always, "Great is the Lord,
who desires the prosperity of his servant."
28 And my tongue shall be talking of your righteousness
and of your praise all the day long.
Glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit,
as it was in the beginning, is now, and will be forever. Amen.
I do not have any enemies. No one is plotting my death or overthrow, no one is even
trying to get my job. I go about
utterly unthreatened by those around me.
I am not a king. I am not
even wealthy or influential. I’m
not very well known, and while I can’t say that I’m particularly popular among
those who do know me, I also can’t honestly say that I’m particularly
unpopular. I am just a man without
notoriety one way or another. This
can make it hard for me to relate to David sometimes.
This psalm gives me pause, particularly as I will often pray
the psalms thinking of the “enemies” as those particular temptations or
besetting sins that plague me however many times I repent, which I certainly do
not believe is inappropriate. But
tonight I can’t help but think of those enemies that David wrote of as real
enemies, as people out for his destruction. Those who hated his righteousness and his prosperity. And I am moved by his words.
David was repeatedly pursued by those who wanted him
dead. He had Saul in the early
days, he had Philistine kings, he eventually had his own son and some of his
old and trusted advisors working against him and trying to kill him, just to
name a few. This man knew what it
was to have enemies. And lest we
forget, he also knew what it was to conquer his enemies. He repeatedly defeated his enemies,
killing those who sought to kill him or to shame God or the people of
Israel. Even when he was old he
was reckoned a mighty warrior. And
he was a king. Not just a king,
but the king anointed by God to lead his people. He had every right to rain down vengeance on his
enemies. And then we read this
psalm (and many others like it).
David does not call on God to support him in his
battle. He does not ask God to
strengthen him to take vengeance.
He does not seek favor in a campaign against his opponents. He looks around at the enemies surrounding
him and asks God to act. Sure, he
has some ideas about how he’d like God to act, but ultimately he only cries out
to God to save him. The first
thing that David says he will do comes in verse 9. “Then I will be joyful in the Lord; I will glory in his
victory.” David cries out for God
to act, and all he intends to do is celebrate what God has done. When we look at David’s response to the
various attempts on his life, we get an even clearer picture. He spent a lot of time in prayer, as
indicated by his psalms. He also
spent a lot of time running away.
As I mentioned, I do not have any personal enemies. But sometimes I get cut off in traffic,
or a customer is demeaning, or someone on the internet will have the audacity
to hold an opinion that I disagree with.
In my head, in my very sheltered world, these people become enemies to
me. And I must admit, I have
difficulty being very gracious. I
will all too often find some way to take vengeance, whether it is making some
sharp comment or simply insulting them to anyone who will listen. I can only assume, then, that my
inclination would be the same if I ever encountered a real enemy. It seems unlikely that my response to
an actual threat on my well-being would be to ask God to act while I continue to
accept and endure enmity.
But David also takes it one step farther in this psalm. Not only is he willing to endure the
hatred of his enemies, waiting for God to act on his behalf while he flees the
danger; he contrasts his actions with his enemies’ actions in verses
11-16. His enemies delighted in
his misfortune and even actively sought it. But when they were sick he humbled himself and fasted on
their behalf. He actively sought
their good, treating them as if they were his brothers.
I am reminded of the words of our Lord, as I am certain
anyone reading this must be. “Love
your enemies, and pray for those who persecute you.” Treat them like your brothers. Desire their good.
Don’t pray back-handed prayers that they might come to realize that you were
right all along. Don’t be a jerk
under the pretense of “speaking the truth in love”. Genuinely love your enemies, and sincerely pray for the good
of those who persecute you.
The natural retort to that might easily be that David
repeatedly prayed for the ruin and the shame of his enemies. Honestly, I’m not sure how I would
respond to that unless it were simply to say that sometimes that’s the only
thing you can pray for. Sure, I
might also say that those who sought David’s life were seeking the destruction
of God’s anointed. I might say
that we would be justified to pray for the shame and the destruction of those
who seek to destroy the name of Christ or his body, the Church. But I think it is truer to say that
David was so distraught and felt so betrayed by those he had loved that he
wrote this psalm from a place of torment.
And yet, he did not take matters into his own hands even then. He left it to God to avenge.
I will remind the reader that, as I have made clear, I am
not a bishop and do not hold any authority. But I believe I am on safe ground when I say that God
understands when we do not have the emotional capacity to pray for the
prospering of those who would destroy us, if that were possible. All the same, our high calling in
Christ is to love our enemies. And
the ministry he has entrusted to us is one of reconciliation, not revenge. So may we pray for the good of our enemies. And when we cannot, Lord grant us the
comfort of the Holy Spirit and the grace to pray “Thy will be done.” Amen.
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